Sometimes in my life, I feel as though I lack direction. I just start going through the motions. I don’t have hard long term goals that I am pursuing right now. Nailing those down is starting to feel like I am hammering feathers. I haven’t really had anything to look forward to for awhile… I am at a comfortable place, but I’m not excited about anything. Usually when life starts to get this way I get antsy until I make something happen. I don’t even have that though at this point. I am just very blah. I’ll probably go home and exercise for a couple hours and try and get a very frustrating website I have been working on up and running. I have also found at these points in my life, I sometimes seize upon something sort of random and start pursuing it with extreme passion; I have done that with exercising, women, chess, web design, and a few others. We’ll see what crops up and gets fires up my engine again.